If I sit and think about it…
We’ve been together for too long to have reached this point now.
What if, there’s no light at the end of the tunnel?
What if, you realize my biggest fears and this temporary split turns into a permanent one?
I always knew what I wanted.
I knew who I wanted to be when I was too young to know how to be it.
But you’re different. You fell into the water and let it show you all its tricks. You picked the ones you liked best and in time, you’ve discovered where you’d like to be buried.
Or so you say…
But what if …?
I can only hope that at the end of this you will come back with the same conviction you left with. That you will return with a spade to keep digging out our path, with me.
I’ll be here, with a certain level of denial that I have decided to adopt.
Just enough denial to give me hope now, when I need it.