I was too young to comprehend
This longing I had inside.
Craving for something I don’t have.
Not knowing whether I’ll have it one day.
I dreamt of it most nights,
Me in a chair where I belong.
I sat with dignity and gain respect.
I was an accountant with a name.
Years passed I pave my way,
Towards what I thought was made for.
Did my very best to arrive at my goal,
But blocked by a wall that hinders me.
Rerouted to a route of unsure,
Filled with doubt yet tried to survive.
Strengthen my faith for he has plans,
And in the end, I learned why.
Pressure lessened and mind focused,
More confident than I’ve ever been.
Now I know why I lose my way,
I wasn’t ready to face the game.
I took the long way with faith,
Accepted his plans and gain some friends,
Now I’m ready for what would come,
For God’s will guides me now.