The Beginning – Enigma
I should start from the beginning, I guess. I was 18 living life after being in an emotionally abusive relationship. I finally left my first ever boyfriend, let’s call him Jake. Jake was 2 years older then me. I had never really had a boyfriend before, he pursued me immediately after meeting me. We kind of ended up together by default, what I mean by that is, after dating for a few months I decided I wasn’t really interested. But good old Mum convinced me he was a good guy after seeing him cry when I told him the simple phrase “I’m just not that into you”. Oh, how she was wrong.
Fast forward two years, two long years. (I won’t go into the story of Jake, I’ll save that for another time).
I was studying and I had met some wonderful new friends. One in particular that really changed my world because through her, I met you. Brianna was the kind of girl everybody got along with. She was down to earth, funny and was an amazing singer.
We had a day of shopping and ended back at her house. Sometime that afternoon, Brianna and her friend Melissa heard of a party that two of their current love interests were attending. We had been invited. I literally had nothing to wear except a few tops I had bought that day. Brianna assured me that the long top I bought could totally pass as a dress. So I popped it on and began doing my makeup.
We got into this little hatch back and drove to this house in a suburb I had never been before. It was a small brick house with pool table at the back. I was excited to be meeting new people as I had lost a lot of friends because of Jake. Jake had kept me away from everyone important in my life, he isolated me.
As soon as I walked in, I felt all eyes on me. I don’t know what I was thinking but imagine a 5 foot 6, tanned, long legged, dark hair, tiny girl in a blue and black leopard print top that just covered my bottom. It was like walking into a lions den and I was the prize.
I immediately started chatting to one guy, I cannot recall his name. He seemed nice, very attentive. We played pool and started drinking. Everyone was having a chilled out time.
Then I saw you but I didn’t go up to you. I just watched. You had this bad boy aura around you. It excited me but sort of scared me at the same time. Just looking at you, I knew you were something special. You finally came up to me and with your sexy deep voice introduced yourself. I was mesmerised, it was like there was no one else in the room. Just you and I.
My whole body was on fire, I wanted to know everything about you. I finally knew your name, James. You were the epitome of sex. The beautiful, alluring green eyes. That deep husky voice with a slight tang to it. You exuded confidence but not in a young cocky way. Just enough to know that you had set your eyes on me.
We chatted for a bit, I was intrigued with you. I wanted you as much as you wanted me but then your friends wanted to leave. I knew you didn’t, I didn’t want you to either. I guess the world had other plans. I gave you my number and you left.
I felt deflated. I had never felt instant sexual connection with anyone before. It was like a drug and I wanted more. I didn’t think I would ever see you again.
Then you messaged me.