Apology

Please believe me

I never touched her

Not once

Or gave her the gaze

That belongs to you

She was a place holder

Something to stop the thoughts

My way of getting even with your apathy

Of trying to tell myself

That I don’t care either

I am sorry

Punish me for my carelessness

But do not walk away with my heart


Mateo Gomez

Prose for the woes Words to the wise Make sure you judge yourself Before you come and look in my eyes pinealrants.wordpress.com Instagram: @AscensionRadio

8 Comments

aspiringruth · February 19, 2018 at 3:53 am

My heart aches… I teased the ‘gaze’ out of a woman who owed it to her partner… she followed it up with flirting… then the day after Valentine’s Day I saw her, destroyed. I need more poems like this. I need to feel the gravity of what I’ve done to her. Thank you, Mateo.

    Mateo Gomez · February 19, 2018 at 4:12 am

    Thank you! This was a very personal one for me so I’m glad that it resonated somehow. We all make mistakes, and accountability is the first step.

Shobha Iyer · February 19, 2018 at 10:53 am

very emotional…..touching

lifefuckinghappens · February 19, 2018 at 1:48 pm

You’re so talented. I loved this

princelove12 · February 19, 2018 at 2:49 pm

Very emotional

pinealrantz · February 19, 2018 at 4:19 pm

I appreciate the kind words

Patti Moore Wilson, wednesdayschild2 · February 19, 2018 at 6:42 pm

This is so raw, so beautiful, so touching and so very honest…thank you so much…

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