Remembering You

It is still so hurtful that I barely have enough words to express this feeling of misplacement. Jumbled it is as I try to put it back to whole again.

The pricking pain of losing you. The full-headed thoughts of missing you. The uncertainty of when will this come to last as I stand up on two. All these boil down to my life cup gradually.

It has been forty days. I tried to live out what is left of me. Struggling to ease the felt grief with a happy facade and a vibrant aura. Still I am feeling this huge empty hole you left in me, in us.

Chances were defined. Inevitable circumstances dwelled. Conscience kicked in. Oh! How I truly miss your presence… the warmth of your flesh, your warm personality, your entirety.

All these be interim; acceptance will peak shortly and the soonest. Be assured that all your memories will be adored and kept to nurture. See you in anon with a pocketful love recollections.

Czarina Anne Posadas

Czarina Anne Posadas

Sharing what I have, reaching and inspiring others, in my small little way. © 2018


LIFE BEYOND IMAGINATION · February 14, 2018 at 9:57 pm

Good post..

Anonymous · February 14, 2018 at 10:01 pm

You have carved your words so beautifully.

ChristDisciple · February 14, 2018 at 10:24 pm

Who did you lose, it seems that you loved them very much. I recently, yesterday, found out a friend I admired highly had committed suicide, it has saddened my heart considerably.

    Czarina Anne Posadas · February 15, 2018 at 12:50 am

    My grandmother. Yes I love her so much. That is really dejecting for you to know that. May God console you in this time.

      ChristDisciple · February 15, 2018 at 2:20 am

      I had to look up what dejecting meant. Why do you feel it is dejecting for me to understand you have lost someone prescious to you. It is wonderful you were close to your grandmothother, those are special type of relationships – meaning, you are a special person. God Bless!

        Czarina Anne Posadas · February 15, 2018 at 2:44 am

        Yes indeed ours was a great one. Thank you. No, what I meant is that it is dejecting for you to hear such incident relating to your dear friend. Sorry to hear that as well. May God bless his/her soul and yours as well.

          ChristDisciple · February 15, 2018 at 2:48 am

          I love you

          ChristDisciple · February 15, 2018 at 3:05 am

          Thank you. You obviously have the ability to love each deeply, a rare ability and to recognize it. That makes you special in my book too.

Czarina Anne Posadas · February 15, 2018 at 12:48 am

That is a good compliment. Thank you for the appreciation

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