I’m sorry I keep breaking your heart, to make everyone else’s complete.
I’m sorry I keep others a priority, before you.
I’m sorry I let you cry in the middle of the night, without reaching out for help.
I’m sorry that at such a young age, you’ve been through so much, and still are afraid.
I’m sorry people don’t understand what you’ve been through, and distort the situation to make it worse.
I’m sorry people don’t understand the word ‘no.’
I’m sorry that everyone takes advantage of your good nature, and expect everything to be fine.
I’m sorry that you feel alone, and heartbroken.
But most importantly,
I’m sorry to have let them, to have your guard down, and let people into the depths of your heart.
The truth is
You will be okay, just the way you remind others that they will be too.
You are not your mistakes, or your past. You are what you make of it.
Accept your insecurities, but do not let them rule you, you are much more than your skin colour, your weight or your scars.
Believe. Believe you have the power to accomplish things, to make yourself better and to achieve goals you want to.
Everything in life is temporary, the situations and the feelings, learn to flow with it, and not to be so hard on yourself.
In the end, it all comes down to you.
I’m sorry, that I didn’t love you all these years, but I will, from now on.
I promise. ♥