Desolate

When I look back

I  cherish things that I had

And also think

About those I didn’t.

When I look back

I wonder what I did

To end where I am

And ask myself then

Is this what I wanted?

By my past being haunted?

I didn’t love her

Because I chose to

I loved her

Because I was destined to.

She was not whom I wanted

She was whom I needed.

I loved her for my survival

In my moments of fear

She was my Holy Bible

But now…

Life has changed big time

Neither can I be hers

Nor can she be mine.

I can just love her

Without her knowing it

Because now I fear

To once again ruin it.


Sadah

Totally unprofessional; Trying to figure out what writing is all about; I am just a name.

15 Comments

olivera77 · November 21, 2017 at 12:36 pm

So very touching !

Chaudhary Ameen · February 5, 2018 at 6:43 pm

Nice writeup! ❤

wordsofpanda · February 6, 2018 at 11:17 pm

It’s lovely!

    Sadah · February 6, 2018 at 11:43 pm

    Thank you so much

Erik Vincenti Zakhia · February 7, 2018 at 12:30 am

Have you met your twin soul?

    Sadah · February 7, 2018 at 9:50 am

    Meeting your twin soul is quite difficult these days.

nikitashackleton · February 7, 2018 at 12:39 am

Like this. Good use of repetition with ‘when I look back’.

    Sadah · February 7, 2018 at 9:52 am

    Thank you so much.

cjmazey · February 9, 2018 at 11:52 am

I find this humble and honest. . . therefore beautiful.

EmotionalNotions · February 10, 2018 at 10:20 pm

That was a beautiful ride for the mind. Keep writing!

ekurie · February 10, 2018 at 10:44 pm

Who said everything in our lives has something to teach us?? It’s true. Thanks for visiting my blog!

regasssa · February 11, 2018 at 6:16 pm

So gorgeous, and your chosen rhymes are just perfect. Love it!

Imelda · February 13, 2018 at 9:19 pm

Sweet.

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